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August 02 I'm movingMy blog is on the move. I'm joining Jonathan in the City of Voices - http://fional.voxtropolis.com. He's at http://snakesanddoves.voxtropolis.com. It means you won't get notified when I update my blog, but put me in your favourites and visit often! And don't forget to say hi by leaving a comment when you're passing.
My three services in the past 6 weeks have gone well, and I've been really encouraged to stick with it. I've made a point of doing things a bit differently - whether by asking for testimony or having people involved in prayer or drama. I'm looking forward to seeing the new plan (Sept - Nov) for the next lot of opportunities to lead worship and preach.
I'll put a final photo of my anniversary crossstitch on the new site. This space doesn't like our firewall when it comes to uploading photos.
Thank you for passing by, and I look forward to seeing you in the City of Voices. July 26 It's time for an adventureMy orthopaedic consultant says I can ride the rollercoasters at Alton Towers this summer! (Actually, he was so pleased with my posture that he took my picture for the purposes of training future surgeons!) It's time to get out of the brace completely and into the adventure that life can be.
I read to Jonathan on our journey into London today "When we step into Christ, we find the open fields of life... He is inviting us on a divine adventure." I am desperate to get into the habit of sharing my faith, not just by preaching to comfortable Methodist congregations, but challenging my whole 'X' generation. This adventure is one to be shared. Can Generation X become the generation of the cross? July 20 Nearly......but not quite. Still madly stitching the final design, and then have to put the years and a few french knots on the infamous cross stitch.
But hey, we've reached our 15th wedding anniversary. And you know what the best bit is? We could do 4 times that long. I'm looking forward to every day. July 14 EvidenceIn preparation for my Sunday Service, when I'll be speaking about the chain reaction the Bible has in our world when we take it seriously, I've been searching for updates from Wuvulu, and came across this. I don't think we'd heard this bit of news, and it certainly brought tears to my eyes. This man is inspirational. Evidence indeed. http://thesaltproject.blogspot.com/2006/04/tribute-to-william-edoni.html July 12 A year on...A year ago we were getting up having spent our first night in PNG as a family. The girls had made very good friends and we were adjusting to the heat and time difference. We'd been out of the UK for 48 hours. I spent a lovely half hour with Daisy earlier this week looking at photos.
[For a reminder of the reason for the trip in pictures try: Wuvulu NT dedication and Salt Project]
I'm preaching for Bible Sunday this weekend at the church where my parents were when they were courting. The Bible Society literature is about the chain reaction that the Bible causes, and I can certainly see that as that church encouraged my parents, who encouraged me, who got involved in helping people translate the Bible, and am now able to go back to that church to preach. I hope I can encourage them as they continue to seek God's way through his word.
The challenge to me is to preach the word outside the church as well as inside it. I had a rare opportunity to talk God stuff with a few mums at toddlers today. (One of whom thought I wouldn't be a 'Born Again Christian' because I went to a Methodist Church!) Talking like this once makes future opportunities a bit less daunting. More practice required!
btw, Mandylion's Dad has a poorly knee, so if you are passing, please pray.
July 02 another milestone!I slept without my brace for the whole night last night. Praise the Lord for the hot weather which meant I couldn't bear to put it on when I went to bed. Did wake up a couple of times, but not for long.
Hoorah! June 28 Progress reportMy favourite quote from Purpose Driven Life so far... "Humility is not thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less." I also liked the 'workout' language - being called to work out our salvation is something we do after we've become a Christian, not in order to become a Christian. You work out to improve your body, not to get a body!
The cross stitch is coming along too!
My service last Sunday went well, although the sermon was a bit ropey. Need to write it out next time, and get back into practice properly!
We had a great extra Father's Day last Friday, and gave Jonathan a lovely surprise. Ended with fish and chips on Seaford beach. Yum!
Off to see the Physio tomorrow. I've got up to about 5 hours a day brace free, but I need to keep pressing on. Back still gets achey after a bit.
P.S. If you haven't read Mandylion's blog recently, it's worth a visit!
June 17 I had a bath!Red letter birthday - my first bath in six months! Not that I'm a great one for soaking (unlike Mandylion who has to soak at least 3 times a week), but it was nice to take one of my new books with me and feel I'd jumped another hurdle. Considering I'd spent a day on the trains at Bluebell Railway, the ring wasn't too black! Photos to be posted soon.
I had four new books today...
Two surprises... Practising the presence of God (Brother Lawrence) and The World according to Clarkson. Funny how the former is a quarter the size of the latter!
Two I've been recommended... When Life and Beliefs Collide (Carolyn James), about women doing good theology in life, and Beyond Sex Roles (Gilbert Bilezikian), which looks a bit heavier, subtitled, What the Bible says about a woman's place in church and family.
All for reading later in the year, when Rick Warren and cross stitch are complete!
On the RW subject, I wouldn't say we're finding it life changing as yet, but it is challenging me on the issue of more moment by moment reference to God. Nearly 2 weeks into it now.
June 12 Purpose Driven Life continuedHaving got 8 days into PDL (can't say its amazing as yet), I have just realised that if I am to finish our 15 year anniversary cross stitch by 20 July, I only have about 40 days to go. Hence I might be away from my space for a while! Other events coming up... I hit 36 in 5 days time... I have preaching appointments on 25 June, 16 July and 30 July... Emily and Daisy are in a show on 1st and 8 July... we have Australian visitors 6-8 July, and expect to see both sets of parents too.
11 designs in 40 days. I have to break my internet addiction for a while, but I'm sure I'll be back! June 05 Purpose Driven Life Day 1VofD and I have just started reading the bestseller 'Purpose Driven Life' by Rick Warren. It's supposed to be 40 days to change your life. We shall see. I've heard positive and negative feedback about it, but I guess only time will tell.
Day 1... 'It's not about you'...all things were created by him and for him... June 01 The GirlsMy baby will be 3 tomorrow. It's time to get out of the habit of calling the older two 'the girls', because she is just as much one of them. We've lost some barriers in the house this week. So far she has been found loading the washing machine with powder, taking bites out of the side of a baguette, and her favourite, washing the little bathroom with foam handwash. Why is it always more attractive when the bottle is full? It will be a while before we lose the gate at the top of the stairs, as her favourite place is up on the top bunk, and I can't get her down.
Looking forward to having Jonathan's brother and family here for a couple of days. And plenty of cake, thanks to Nigella!
For all who pray for us - thank you. We've survived 3 years of being a family of 5, and when we all sit down to eat together we feel rather proud and amazed. God is so good to us. May 30 Church and being a familyHaving finished 'Building Family Friendly Churches', I've decided it does deserve a blog. I found parts of it really depressing, but it also helped me dream dreams. I've done some reading on generational issues (Baby boomers/Gen X/Millenial) and can relate to the things Mike says about the differences between the generations and the need for change.
I come to a bit of a standstill at that point, as dreams seem so far from reality! So here are some links, maybe you can dream too. [The articles are from Mal Fletcher, whom we heard speak at Hillsongs Sydney last summer]
Links:
May 17 Some old favesJohn Smith and Brennan Manning are 'blasts from our past', in some ways, but here's some of the current stuff from them: John Smith (an oldie from our Greenbelt days) Brennan Manning (we were lent some tapes by this guy whilst we were in PNG. Beautiful stuff) Enjoy. May 15 For All The Saints?This blog has taken a few sittings to complete, and I'm glad to be finished! Continuing the Heaven theme, I've read (and re-read) Tom Wright's For All The Saints as recommended by th VofD. This book was written to challenge Anglican thinking about things like All Soul's Day and Purgatory. Being a Methodist, these things aren't so significant, but I've found the principles just as challenging and insightful.
Firstly, the proposition that came out of Heaven: It's not the end of the World (see earlier blog), that Heaven is a waiting place for all until Jesus comes again and all things are renewed, is part of Wright's theology, too (Hurrah!). If I die before Jesus comes again, I will be with him in paradise/heaven, waiting peacefully for the final resurrection, a new body, and life on the renewed earth. The story of God 'speaks unequivocally of the Kingship of Jesus Christ as a past achievement, and hence as a present reality; and it describes the still-future hope as God's final act of new creation.'
The next challenge comes from a discussion of purgatory! Wright says that an after death theory including purgatory makes light of what Jesus did on the cross. The gospel is good news, 'sin is finished...in physical death'. There is further encouragement to go on preaching grace...'we mustn't let the upside-down arrogance of those who are too proud to receive free grace prevent us from hearing and receiving the best news in the world.'
More comes from the discussion on purgatory, as it relates to suffering. Wright cites Paul making it clear that 'it's the present life that is meant to function as a purgatory...If we are Christians, if we believe in the risen Jesus as Lord, if we are baptized members of his body, then we are passing right now through the sufferings which form the gateway to life.' A friend wrote to us this week... 'it strikes me as time passes we are entrusted with more difficult stuff - look what it was like for Peter three years on.' The experience of the early Christians was not the easy life, it was life full of challenges and conflict, suffering and growing in grace.
This blog is getting somewhat long, especially since this is a relatively short book! I hope you can bear with me. Tom Wright goes on to write about Hell. Not a comfortable word, but a timely reminder that as humans who have a 'vocation' to bear the image of God, we can only 'maintain his image...by worshipping him...depend[ing] on him for [our] life and character.' It struck me that the only thing we can take with us through death is our relationship with Jesus, his Spirit in us.
Two points to go... on praying with and for the dead, I love the quote that grief is like 'love embracing an empty space, love kissing thin air and feeling the pain of that nothingness.' He continues 'there is no reason at all why love should discontinue the practice of holding the beloved in prayer before God.'
And to end, I like John Polkinghorne's computer image. The idea is that when we die, God uploads our software onto his hardware for safe keeping until the day comes when he gives us new hardware on which to run our own software once more.
Whew! It leaves me with a big smile on my face, and hope in my heart. Wow! Hokey Cokey ChurchVofD's sermon yesterday had me singing the Hokey Cokey, and thinking about different models for church. He was using one from Mission Shaped Church, based on 'one' 'holy' 'catholic' 'apostolic' church, being IN, UP, OF and OUT (shake it all about...!)
I've come across other models, which use 4 or 5 different purposes/priorities/points for Christian living/Church life. These include:
The Methodist Church uses the Our Calling priorities (Worship, Learning and Caring, Service and Evangelism)
'Encompass' uses points of a compass to illustrate different elements (Nurture, We-not me, Service, Evangelism, leading to becoming a fully devoted worshipper of God, everywhichway.
Purpose Driven Life/Church uses (wait for it) five Purposes (Worship, Fellowship, Discipleship, Service, Evangelism)
Do you know of any more? Have you got any experience of change initiated from looking at church life, or your own life, using such models? Is there hope for us as we read the Purpose Driven Life book together after half term?
April 27 Wells and FencesI found this article recently and although it was written 12 years ago, I think its really helpful. It's based on the idea of Christianity needing to be a well, drawing people closer and closer, rather than a fence, when you are either 'in' or 'out'.
I know I find it easier to live by rules (INFJ here, and the J is strong), but I don't think that should stop me being dynamic. One of the scriptures used is 2 Cor 3:18 "And all of us have had that veil removed so that we can be mirrors that brightly reflect the glory of the Lord. And as the Spirit of the Lord works within us, we become more and more like him and reflect his glory even more. (NLT) An old favourite passage of mine!
April 24 Holidays... or rather returningsOk, so the washing machine is on its 10th load in around 24 hours, and it's not finished yet! I'm glad we left the rest of the house fairly tidy, or I'd really be doing my nut by now.
Returning - an anticlimax? We've had a family holiday, plus seen friends and relations galore and now its back to the weekly roundabout of school, nursery, Asda, Brownies... It was good to stop off for a bit and now we've returned.
Yes God, I know you've put me here and this is where I'm meant to be, but right now I miss my family. I'll feel better in a day or two. April 11 Joke time'J told me a joke just now.' (J is a couple of months away from her 3rd birthday)
'Oh, J, would you tell the joke to Mummy... hang on, let Daddy say grace while you finish your mouthful, and then you can tell the joke.'...
'The chicken crossing the road.'
'The chicken's crossing the road, J?'
'the lady have a bump'.
Ok, so you have to know the joke for it to be funny. It brought a smile to my face. We were eating late as at 5 o'clock I'd had enough of kids (today us four girls went on a dragons and fairies easter trail, had our haircut, did some crafty bits, tidied a bedroom, i go i go). On went the electronic babysitter, and I scrubbed the kitchen. Tea was served at bedtime, but at least the things look clean on the surface now!
I started the day on the subject of Sheol, Hades and Paradise! David Watson is quoted 'From the teaching of Jesus, it seems that at the moment of death there will be a great divide between those who know and love God and those who do not.' I journalled 'What of those who try to live a good life, help others, seek God, but don't actually find Jesus. Or those who find Jesus but have odd [to me] ways of following him, like war or killing.' If I can't know for these people, can I know for myself?
John Ortberg asks, 'The problem is, where in the New Testament does Jesus say, "Now I'm going to give you the minimal requirements you have to meet so that you can get into heaven when you die"? He doesn't. Jesus' gospel includes forgiveness of our sins as a gift of grace. It includes the promise that death will not have the last word, that our eternal life with God will never cease. But it includes more than that...Jesus said, "Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them." '
That is in the here and now. I'm jumping back a chapter in the Lawrence:Heaven book... So what about heaven? An invisible reality of spiritual existence, the dimension in which God exists, in all his glory. "The presence of God's Holy Spirit in the life of a believer bridges tha gap between the invisible world of heaven and the physical world of humanity, making the powerful 'heavenly' presence of God a very real 'earthly' experience."
A long way away from chickens and scrubbing? As the VofD and I talked this through this morning, he recommended NT Wright 'For all the saints'. As well as this our conversation included China (biggest economy within 20 years) and the US 'long war' soundbites. Then there's a friend washing clothes by hand in Cambodia, thinking about ecological issues. There are big things going on. And why am I here? God has put me as minister's wife and mother, roles I actually seem to be embracing for the moment. And the occasional joke helps me keep smiling.
[E will tell you the full joke, if you'd like!] April 06 Heaven...Currently reading: Heaven: it's not the end of the world, by David Lawrence, published by Scripture Union.
Our lent group this week discussed 'Where is God when we contemplate death?' and I wished I'd got a bit further into this book. I'm a chapter and a half in, and having to think hard.
I have difficulty describing heaven to my children, and maybe now I'm beginning to find out why. Is heaven a place on earth? David Lawrence seems to be saying it will be. The Jews expected the fulfilment of God's covenant to be on earth and Jesus said "Blessed are the meek for they will inherit the earth." (Compare Ps 37:11 with Matt 5:5) I've yet to read the bits about Paul and John.
I don't remember ever having heard a sermon about heaven in these terms. Or read anything, for that matter.
Have you? I'll blog some more when I get further! March 28 PromisesI was reminded last night (via these verses from Proverbs 3 NIV) of an old promise.
Trust in the LORD with all your heart I had scoliosis (curvature of the spine) from my mid-teens following a trampolining accident. I always believed God would heal it, and these are the verses I remembered yesterday, words precious to me many years ago: The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, That's the King James Version, as it is the only one to use the phrase "the crooked shall be made straight". The New Living uses "Straighten out the curves", NIV is "the rough ground shall be made level". Maybe the imagery is of a spirit level or plumb line. Anyway, in December last year, this promise came true for me. When the surgeon corrected my scoliosis, the crooked became straight. Where I did stand lopsided, now I stand up straight, shoulders level. It's not the only promise fulfilled. Having been told by the consultant I would need two operations, a prayerful friend said he believed only one would be necessary. I found it much easier to believe the consultant. And a few weeks later when my operations were rescheduled, they made it clear they expected to perform two lots of surgery a week apart. So imagine my amazement when the consultant arrived at the bedside on the morning of the first operation and said he hoped that this operation would be sufficient. Three months down the line, he says a second operation will only be necessary if I begin to get severe lower back pain. The promise that I pray will be fulfilled daily in my life is that God would be glorified in me... Then the glory of the LORD will be revealed, |
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